I was an emotional wreak for most of my life, in the dark,cold, brokenhearted world.. cries,cuts, screams.. all in my head all I can hear.. Just stop please I wanna sleep... I can't take this anymore I need a bit of light in my life... once I realized I didn't deserve all I went through I got help.. was hard opening up.. all that pain.. tears rolling down my cheek bones like a leak in a broken facet, over come your pain u say.. reach out breath pray.. lord help me I say.. did he hear me? help me plz... days later a bit of change... I felt it.. in my heart and soal.. smiles.. giggles.. more help more love.. now today I am Amanda Lynn Medeiros.. got a job almost done school and now gonna be a mother... positive happiness love God and most of all YOU can do what ever is possible in life... but its all about YOU and what YOU wanna do what path YOU wanna be in or create.. life is what you make it they say, its true...